I have never felt this way. For someone that’s a part of your past, I bring them into my own future. And, to top it off, I compare myself to her.
I feel like I have figured it all out. There is no more guessing for me. I have my future and that’s all I ever needed to be happy. The uncertainty, skepticism, and cynical ideas of life and love have all faded into the background of my mind. You really have no idea how much you mean to me. You saved me on the way down to rock bottom. I was in need-not only my desire-to have someone like you and even your family surround me. Depression is no longer a part of my daily life. Negative thoughts no longer haunt me day in and day out. My motivation is no longer an enemy to me. I know this is a lot to assume for only time can tell… But I am positive you are everything God wants for me. When I see you, the dullness immediately turns into entertainment. If I am ever having a “less-than-ideal” day, I can talk to you and you cheer me up. There’s nothing special you have to do. Just being you is enough.

